I don’t know what’s going on anymore.

I think this is the part where I have to let God take control because I’ve been doing a really bad job at that.

My bathing suit

Came in today.

Wouldn’t you know my stomach couldn’t look any worse. But at least I’m tan.

Caitlyn Thompson can we run/walk until our legs fall off?

I swear if I have to take this stupid bikini back because I couldn’t reach my goal I’ll flip.

I can do this. I can do this. I. Can. Do. This.

We start with just fruit and water and work outs that make me throw up.

Bring it.

Have you ever felt.

Lost.

Uhm, this isn’t how It’s suppose to be.

I should never be allowed to internet shop while I’m sad. I’m buying things I don’t even want.